MY LORD AND SAVIOUR

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

11:28 PM
TEMPTATION... OMTTT

OMTTT... SO MANY TEMPTATIONS!...

1) Apple Time Capsule (1TB)
2) Apple iPhone
3) Apple MacBook PRO
4) SONY HD DV CAM
5) SONY HD DV DECK
6) APPLE/DELL 20"/ 24" LCD DISPLAY
7) 30" LCD TV (I'm crazy)
8) WD 1TB Harddisk

omgsh. SO MANY TEMPTATIONS. haha. ok. tempted. hahaha.

bionk bionkk..

+ AMEN

Sunday, February 24, 2008

11:07 PM
to God...

grace... given.. taken, yet unchanged...

many times in life, we crave for a second chance, and yet when given, we make the same old mistake with that second piece of paper. and after which we yearn for a third, a fourth, a fifth, continuning the deadly cycle.

Sure, God gives us grace, but how much so we take it into our heart? Many a times, God just seem so far and distant, and many a times, no matter how much you do not want to make the mistake, that same old thing in you just persuade you to carry on. It doesn't necessary mean that "Hey, i'm not perfect, so need to wait for me to grow rite?" but hey, are we really growing internally as we are supposed to? Putting one into a area of temptation where everything in the surrounding is not helping one to get near to God, but to encourage one to get even furthur. How much help are we giving ourselves when we do that? Speaking of Grace, how often is grace given and yet forgotten? How many a times do we make God tear for us. How many a times do we let God sunk down in disappointment for us. How Jesus felt when He is on the cross, dying for the sins of men, but yet, men taking it forgranted and mocking Him. That kind of feeling. We as child of God. How many a times have we bitten Him? Hurt we feel when we get sheep bites, but what about when we bite back at God? How does He feel? But yet... He chose to still be with us. He chose to be still there. Why? One may think. Why?....

At the top of God's creation is is ultimate and most wonderfully made. Men. Adam and Eve. Both the ultimate creation, given a mind to think and to speak. Beautifully and wonderfully made, but how many a times, have we allow ourselves to be stashed with dirt and scars. Scars that we never reveal, dirt that we cover up... But God sees them....

*Our tears are diamond in His eyes. How about His in our heart?

+ AMEN

Friday, February 15, 2008

1:13 PM
test...

You Are An ISFP

The Artist

You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).

You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.

Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.

Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.

In love, you are quiet and sweet yet very passionate. You love easily.

You have an underlying love for all living things, and it's easy for you to accept someone into your heart.

At work, you do best in an unconventional position. You express yourself well and can work with almost anyone.

You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

How you see yourself: Sympathetic, kind, and communicative

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, insecure, and overly sensitive

What's Your Personality Type?

+ AMEN

Monday, February 11, 2008

12:19 PM
Workstations

haha. ok. was thinking back on the kind of workstations that I have been working with in the past and how much the saying of being faithful with the little that you have and God will multiply it is really through. So yea, here's a breakdown of my workstations that I had/have.

My First Proper Computer (1999-2002)
AMD Athlon K6
64mb RAM
S3 Trio 64mb 3D Graphics Accelerator
10gb IBM Harddisk
Samsung DVD-Writer
17" Viewsonic CRT Monitor
Creative Audigy Basic
Creative Prodikeys
Windows 98 Plus! Edition
MgLogic Tablet

yup. my first proper pc that actually runs on windows 9x. the previous pc that i had runs on like windows 3.1? haha. This is one pc that really got all my creative juice coming out and where I can say my best presentations came from. Without the help of internet, all t
hat I have access too are just some of the templates that comes along with the Plus! package. But yea, they are also the few that really trained me in making the best out of the little that I have. Dial-Up internet only came in around 2001.

My Award for managing to enter CCHMS (2002 - 2007)
Intel Pentium 4 2.0gHz
256mb RAM
Creative Audigy Sound Card
Samsung DVD-Writer
Samsung 40gb Harddisk
Creative Prodikeys
Some ATI graphics card that I can't remb
Viewsonic 17" CRT
Canon Powershot A60

This was more of my gaming pc as I really can't remember doing much stuffs on this PC.

My First Self-Assembled PC (2003 - 2007)
AMD Athlon K7 2400+ (2.0gHz)
256mb Ram
Maxtor 160gb Harddisk
LG Multi-Drive
MSI DVD-Rom
geForce 6200 256mb Graphics Accelerator
Creative Audigy Platinum EX
Philips 15" LCD Panel
Wacom Pen Partner
Canon Powershot A60

One of my proudest product. Haha. Did most of my productions on this computer, video, photoshop and flash.

My First Laptop (2006 - Present) [My elder sister is using it now actually]
Compaq HP Business Laptop
Intel Core 2 Duo 1.8gHz
1gb Ram
120gb Harddisk
Intel Integrated Graphics
15.4 Widescreen Glossy Screen
320gb Maxtor External HD
Sony HC-1000E MiniDV HandyCam
Sony Cybershot T3

The workstation that I worked with the sortest. Basically I only used it like for half a year? After which I got a MBP after that.

My Current Workstation
Apple Macbook Pro
Intel Core 2 Duo 2.16 gHz
2gb 667 MHz DDR2 SDRAm
120 gb Harddisk
ATI Radeon X1600 (128mb Ram)
15.4" Matt Widescreen
320gb Maxtor External HD
160gb Maxtor External HD
Olympus Fe280

bahh. A long way made... and a longer way to go... =)

Thanks Daddy.

+ AMEN

Saturday, February 09, 2008

10:07 PM
Friends...

Ever wondered why would one person actually still bothers to be-friend someone no matter how many times the person backstab you and betray you. And yet despite of all these, you are still seen stucking up for that person although you say that that person is no longer a friend. Sticking because you are afraid that you will be left with no friends. Insecure that your friends will not last and leave you for that person. Insecure about the strength of the relationships you hold. Hating to go back to the feeling of lonelyness...

Are friends really that impt?

family |ˈfam(ə)lē|
noun ( pl. -lies)
1 [treated as sing. or pl. ] a group consisting of parents and children living together in a household.
• a group of people related to one another by blood or marriage : friends and family can provide support.
• the children of a person or couple : she has the sole responsibility for a large family.
• a person or people related to one and so to be treated with a special loyalty or intimacy : I could not turn him away, for he was family.
• a group of objects united by a significant shared characteristic.

Thank God really, I have found a place in this place I can call FAMILY. They are no longer people that I just call friends or the kind of secondary school kor, jie friendship. Rather, they are really people I can call as brothers, sisters, FAMILY. It is kind of sad though if one who seeks the family relationships in church and yet fail to do so. Taking the initiative to befriends those that you don't like. Not out of being a hyprocitical person, but because of God's overflowing love in us. Perhaps that is what differs the relationship in the world and in the church.

Had our annual cousins' meet. The above do apply too in this case. Our "clan" of cousins. Felt rather bad actually. Many things despite knowing about it, I seem to fail to detect any problems and potential mistakes and also failing to follow-up on certain problems.... Grow me yea Dad? Give me wisdom in handling all these...

*Family is Ohana. And Ohana means no one gets left behind. We are family. We will be there for the one in need ALWAYS. I PROMISE.

+ AMEN

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

12:03 PM
The Stand

You stood before creation
Forever within Your hand
You spoke all life into motion
My soul now to stand

You stood before my failure
And carried the cross for my shame
My sin weighed upon Your shoulders
My soul now to stand

So what can I say
And what could I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to You

So I’ll walk upon salvation
Your Spirit alive in me
This life to declare Your promise
My soul now to stand

So I’ll stand
With arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the One who gave it all
I’ll stand
My soul Lord to You surrendered
All I am is Yours

+ AMEN

3:17 AM
Young AT HEART

Ok. I'm like watching Transformers now, and it sort of reminded me why I actually wanted to be a engineering student. Haha. Fantasy. LOL. But yea, really reminded me how I really wanted to create progams like how we see in shows. And how I really aspire to create things. Haha. But sad to say, so far the only thing that I have really played with and actually worked was my first pc that I built myself. Haha. Anyway, not sure how much the things we see in show we see are possible, but I really don't mind picking up some of these skills =D. haha. So if any passer-bys who happen to be from some super department or so wadever do bring me for intern =D. Haha.

+ AMEN